Wednesday, October 8, 2008

I am going through a moral dilema.... I think that it is safe to say that I don't usually wish ill will toward someone else, but in my current situation I really want a certain business to fail miserably. They are fake, two-face, they have used fraudulant ways to get ahead, they make things up, they don't listen to what you are saying when you say it and then a month or two down the road they give the credit to someone in their family. They pay their children for doing NOTHING, except watching youtube and occassionaly going to see a patient, and they pay their children well, while at the same time underpay the rest of the staff. They blame everything that goes wrong on anyone but their "offspring" and their loved ones. I want them to go out of business. Check this, they met with a bankruptcy lawyer and the next week took a weeks long vacation....WHO DOES THAT? So my dilemma is that I feel like these people are corrupting my "sympathy gene" and pulling me down with them and I would love to rid myself of the entire family but I am as you know 5 1/2 months pregnant, Scott is in Law School, we have a 19 month old child to provide for as well as ourselves, the economy is at a low and I need a job that provides insurance and a paycheck. AAAHHHHH! Sometimes I really wish I could just go home, live with my parents, not worry about bills or any of the other adult responsibilities.

4 comments:

KFinley said...

Your lack of sympathy is COMPLETELY UNDERSTANDABLE! Seriously, there are some horrible places here that just need to go under...not that I hope yours does for insurance purposes...
Ultimately, you are just hoping some karma kicks in!

Dawn said...

That really sucks! Just keep telling yourself it's not permanent (I'm assuming this is your work you're talking about?) At least this isn't what you have to do the rest of your life! Keep smiling!

Beck n' Ben said...

I am with ya sista'. My company is completely pulling me down as well - I have become a bitter and negative person. I don't even want to be around myself. I am am a complainer now as well I have found out - poor ben. Anyway, I agree with Dawn. Chin up, at least there is a horizon on the way and an OUT!!! Now if only I can come up with something- can't convince ben to move ... hmmm

Janee said...

That place needs to be shut down! Just a few more months right? At least you know you are moving on to bigger and better things! Hang in there girl...